Ryu – I DId It To Myself (Video) January 13, 2015 stefanoneder . Video . Apathy, Demigodz, I Did It To Myself, Ryu, Styles Of Beyond Admittedly I have been out of the loop for more than a minute. A lot on this plate but I heard this song and wanted to be able to share. Ryu shares some of life’s regrets and observations over an Apathy production.